Two Hundred and Sixty One

Dear Diary,
I know. It has been a week since my last update :)
I was so frustrated last week because of school..

This week, the feeling of fear invade me ):
because of him.. I know partially my fault!

Honestly, what I want is just someone to threat me
as his girlf, but do not want to hold the responsibility.

I know I am selfish. but I can't help it
and for your info, I'm so sorry for you
I didn't mean to take you in as my victim =\

I want to call my bestie to talk about this because
even my little brother can't advice me anymore lol
but I don't have the credit. Sad case betul larhh )':
Ofcourse, I can't approach my parents about this!

* If I accept you today, the topic between us will minimize..
This is what I fear too, I don't wish this to happen in my life.

Two hundred and Sixty

Aiyooo! Tomorrow, first day of school
Se zaii bo mood larhh =.=" ( Hokkien)

They ruin my weekend )':

Another day to remember

Yes. I really did had a great day out with Daryl today!

First thing in the morning, I checked the time.
I'm early. I proudly text Daryl to simply tell him
that I'm awake. To prove that I'm not lazy =P

Then slack awhile, until my mummy rushed me to get ready..
After 10 minutes, done! Wait for mummy's washing machine.
After my mummy's done with her house chores, We're off ;D

We reached Times Square before 1. I'm not late. As I promised =P
but I still feel sorry for keeping a Penang Lang waiting in KL.. Heh!

You can never guess what is my mummy's first impression on Daryl!
My mummy observed Daryl from the driver's seat, and said Daryl so
good-looking d huh.. short hair. Is he the one in blue? * burst laugh*
My mummy is the first one spotted him texting me in the bus stop..

Fine. Met Daryl. Walked to nearest mall, I guess it is Low Yatt..
Get out of it. Go Sg. Wang. Called SeiSoLui, to ask how to get
to Pavilion by walking, then walk to Times Square. Walk walk
Finally, reached our destination! I am the queen now. Hahaah!
***Times Square.1st floor. B.Bintang Monorail station. straight all the way, on streets until Pavi
I proudly lead the way to GSC. My little bro was so amazed! :D
He was wondering, asking non-stop Am I sure of my way? Heh!
Then, I pointed the cinema to him. and silence strike Lmao =P
Queued for the tickets. $57, on me. Resident Evil: After Life 3D

After that, head for Baskin Robbins, all on Daryl. Thank you!
Btw, I wore pink! We all had Double Junior Scope.. Yummy.
I nearly kena sore throat. Rofl. Thank Daryl, for finishing
my few bites of Pecan bla bla :) Next, head back to movies.

Drinks on Little bro. $6+ I guess, for 1 large and 1 medium.
Yes, Daryl and me shared because I can't finish a small cup k
Movie was AWESOME!, I tell you 3D worth every single cent XD
I rate Resident Evil: After Life 3D, 4 Star; Source: Daryl Tan.

After movie, in search for tea time, we dropped by Subway.
Daryl had his 1 foot sandwich. I took a bite. Nice anyway ;)
I guess I drank a quarter of his Iced Lemon Tea. Oppsssie.

Full. Slack at Times book store, until time shows 5++
then left Pavilion to find for the nearest monorail..
We passed by Bukit Bintang, a station nearer to M.T.
End up we walk furthur to Imbi's station to board =.="

Whatever.

Conclusion : Fun. Pictures later. Signing off. Good night!

P.S. Daryl complaint about his new hair cut a few times Lol

Two Hundred and Fifty Eight

I am so freaking excited for tomorrow/ day after tomorrow ;D
because my Santa Clause is coming to town. Yes, you're right!

Most probably, we are even going on a double date.
Isn't that cool enough to beat your Raya holiday? =P
Him & I. My little brother and his girlfriend! Aawww..

Matter of fact, he's coming down to attend a funeral.
First, he text me saying he has a great news for ME
Next thing, he wanna give me a call. Fine with me :)
Otp, the 1st thing he said after 'Hello!' is *drums rolls*
I'm coming to KL tomorrow. I was seriously shocked
and my next reaction was "You sure bo?" Roflmao!

Then I asked him, why suddenly, out of no where,
he's coming down just for me? He replied funeral..
Some distance relatives, whom he don't even know,
don't even care. So we going on a date. Better plan.

Two Hundred and Fifty Seven

Good extreme early morning to all love ones :)

Currently, blogging from Port Dickson!
This is a beach & holiday destination situated about 32 km from Seremban
and 90 km from Kuala Lumpur. It is located in the state of Negeri Sembilan..
I'll be here for 2 days, 1 night. So far, the place I'm living is not bad. Thank God :)

A couple of hours after check-in, my aunt, uncle, and cousins plan to go for
a swim at the swimming pool. They invited me but at first, I'm not really that
interested. I thought it was just a plain-old pool like the one in my home..
but no, I was amazed by the 2 children slide, one at each end! ;D   Roflmao!
I as quickly as I possible changed into my bikini & rushed down stairs. Heh!
I played and played with the slide, until my aunt got fed up and then asked us
all to go play volleyball at the court by the beach. Yeah mann! Good Game!

After that, tummy growling. Dinner, at Pantai Ria Muslims Seafood Restaurant..
Overall, not bad. The salted-egg crab is special, better than Tsunami Village
in Penang & any other restaurants in KL that I've ever tasted so far XD

P.S. Waiting for my Aino to be fully charged! 8 hours is seriously long ):

Two Hundred and Fifty Six

Heh! 3rd out of 14 days of Raya School Holiday already. *sigh*

Greatest news of all Great news today is..
I'm going to Penang again in the month of November 2010. Yayy!
& this time, I mustn't miss the Char Kuey Teow with duck egg!
Seriously, that dish is superb addictive! I can't resist Muahahaha ;D

The Worst of all bad news is I miss him all day long ):  [I'm selfish]

Another thing is I failed to study well too.. This is the 2nd day d..
I thought I follow whatever I've planned but it turn out ain't easy!
As I'm suppose to cover 6 chapters of Chemistry in 3 days..
Now done Chapter 1, Chapter 2, only. Chapter 3, etc. etc. etc?

- Currently on the phone :)

Two Hundred and Fifty Five

Inspiration by lyrics of Shontelle's Impossible :)

Let's start.
Alright, I am a selfish girl with no guts.
& I want to publish this post with the aim,
To wait for a kind soul's guidance to better life..

I remember years ago, someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love..
I did, I did..
And you were strong and I was not my illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot, I did And now when all is done.
There is nothing to say. You have gone and so effortlessly.. You have won.

Honestly, I fell for you, when you touched my hands for the first time.
& yea brother, I did not come to think of what's our future together..
After trying to understand by listening things straight from you,
I'd gain consciousness and begin to think about our relationship.
Then one day, you came and approach me. Sorry to let you down,
I've decline your request for the countless times again. I know =X
Actually, I do feel regret, taking that step which seems unstable.

Since then, my mind is never peace. World War III is happening!
I've been trying really hard to consider this matter that I'm serious..
Question is what/who should I follow? I asked opinions from many
parties and my heart is still oh-so-very strong, not influenced at all!
So, this is why I ended up thinking about you day & night! *in tear*

I admit. My mummy even went berserk thinking why am I so down..
Actual fact, I am thinking of you, missing you, wondering what are
you doing that moment, is your heart feeling what I'm feeling at times.

After that, I find that you have put this issue aside,
I am trying my very best to leave this down too but
I just can't, I just fail to do so, I don't know why.!

All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Two Hundred and Fifty Four

I seriously need lots more
inspirational ideas to blog!

It is the first day of school holiday. Yayy! & I woke up later than the time that
I supposed to get out of bed. Actually, I woke up a little too early. So I planned to
take a bit more rest then see the morning Sun at 7.30.. and guess what? After a
few minutes, it is nearly 10 already. First mission in the morning [Failed] Rofl! ;D

Mind is wandering elsewhere, I couldn't stay focus on what i'm doing now. Disappointed, regret and upset describe me best. Everything seemed like a mess. Fml.
- Bestie [ Cecilia Cho ]

I spent my whole time, day- dreaming about you, not concentrating on my revisions.
I seriously salute my classmates whom can forget about everything, & get to it!
I tried asking how can they do so, but there's just no proper answer to this question.

Moving on, had a Malay cuisine for dinner from Bazaar Ramadhan again. Roflmao!
Thank God, it is the last one for this year already. I'm getting sick of the food..  Lol..

As I promised myself, I want to cover all the form 6 syllabus that I left out );
So I better get going. Today's subject, I shall start with Chemistry, my Fave.

Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts
- Mine, Taylor Swift.

Two Hundred and Fifty Three

Yes. I realized my last update was in May, which is 4 months back :P

Honestly, after reading the archives, I think that I am so childish!
I can't blame myself because it was the past. Everybody's the same.
I am laughing so hard on the inside, reading every line of the posts..

A lot had happened in the past few months..
Major ones are Form 6, birthday, Penang trip.
For some pictures, please click on the link. ;)

Now, I do hope there's still kind souls reading this page. Lmao
Hope you enjoy this short update. Thank you for your time. GBY!