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Three hundred and Three

I am very happy that tomorrow is a holiday! (Click here for more info)
Even though I am on school holidaym because
My daddy is not working. I'm really happy XP

I thank the Malaysian footballers whom had
won the AFF Suzuki Cup 10' in 21 years time.
I fell for Fahmi, the goalie and Safee, the striker!
They're were the best in the team. but yes, I know
without the others, plus the manager, they'll lose.

P.S. I'm going to Greenbox, Jusco Balakong for
2011 New Year celebration!! together with my
maternal relatives and Justin's joining too. Rofl.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all my dear readers a very

Happy New Year & All the best.  ;)

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this dog, is dog, a dog, good dog, way dog, to dog, keep dog, an dog, idiot dog, busy dog, for dog, 20 dog, seconds dog!... 
Now read without the word dog. XD

Three hundred and one

It's boxing day peepo! 2nd day of Christmas..
still not too late to wish y'all Merry Christmas!

Yesterday, I had a nice Christmas dinner with my relatives + Justin bro.
Our dinner was oh-so-Chinese Hehh! at Sheraton, Sg. Long golf club..
Christians eat roast turkey, while my family and I had roast duck Lmao
We booked a special room that comes with karaoke audio system too
So, I and a few others really enjoyed ourself, singing our lungs out Lol!

Anyway, Here's a nice song I would like to share with my dear readers ;)
I heard it when I watch MTV this afternoon. I love channel surfing Hehh.

P.S. I'm still very particular about receiving Christmas presents okayy :@
My little bro, Adrian got 12 goldfishes as his Christmas present. Me? XP

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Guess what?
My room and I went shopping at the Year End Sale. YES!
I, fine, it's my daddy that bought a pink outfit for my room
So last Tuesday, a painter helped my room put it on and
Now, she look so awesomely sweet in that new outfit XD
P.S. My daddy complaint that my room feels warmer than
other parts of the house because I used a warmer color ):

Anyhow, I don't feel so. I feel really comfortable in my new home
It's not that I'm moving to a new area whatsoever, It's a makeover!
Now, my home has a new living room set, new mattress especially
for me only, plus a new comfy pillow and a nice-to-hug bolster =]

I bet that all should do for a great Christmas Gift for a girl like me.
Finally, Thank God for everything I have, health & wealth. Bye ;P

Two Hundred and Ninety Nine

Happy 22nd Anniversary to my mummy & daddy. hearts!
Here, I dedicated a poem for you :) 

P.S. I blog about this day so that I can remember it annually. hopefully XD

Two Hundred and Ninety Eight

You're right. :)

I take it all, But I never give
You gave me all you had and
I tossed it in the trash
All you ever asked is to give you all my love

Because you claim that what I don't understand is
You would go through all the pain
Take a bullet straight through your brain
Yes, You would die for me But I won't do the same

If your body was on fire, I’ll just watch you burn down in flames
I said I love you, I'm a liar because I never, ever, ever did

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Two Hundred and Ninety Six

Today, I went to my friend's place to catch collect insects.
Maybe, I'll upload the photos of insects as soon as I can.

& I realized that this ecology report isn't that tough after all.
I'l already half way through. I'm doing self-motivation here :)

***

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

***

I throw my sandwich in the air sometimes saying ayooooo... wanted mayo!! i wanna celebrate and eat my lunch saying ayooo not gonna let it go. cuz we gonna get some food, we gonna snack all night, we gonna wash it done, with some diet sprite. 

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Waiting for the end to come 
Wishing I had strength to stand 
This is not what I had planned 
It's out of my control.... 

Flying at the speed of light 
Thoughts were spinning in my head 
So many things were left unsaid 
It's hard to let you go... 

I know what it takes to move on, 
I know how it feels to lie, 
All I wanna do 
Is trade this life for something new 
Holding on to what I haven't got 

Sitting in an empty room 
Trying to forget the past 
This was never meant to last, 
I wish it wasn't so... 

I know what it takes to move on, 

Two Hundred and Ninety Four

I can finally type fractions in Microsoft Words to be used in my Biology Ecology report writing. ftw!


Okayyy. If you aren't interested in what I just said, Click Here for something more entertaining XP

Btw, Yeahh! I am going to Penang againnnn tomorrow. There, is like my 2nd best city to live XD

Two Hundred and Ninety Three

Cousin Darren is coming to town! :)
He is here for more fun than ever XD
His hobby is going for a swim. So,
Lil bro & I brought him downstairs.

The Soul's Cafe- by the pool side.

My Crocs that I wore since National Service! 

My current read. -Waves by Sharon Dogar

Introducing. My cousy, Darren.

My little brother gave me a nickname because of my hobby. That is editing pictures. Result

The most epic photo for the day. I like ! 

Two Hundred and Ninety Three

I may look happy and calm on the outside, but
deep inside it is a volcano waiting to erupt!

This is a place where I can share my feelings, with anonymous, whom
will not/ cannot give me responses/reply which I do not want to hear..
because I really need someone to talk to, but I can't find a perfect one.

I have my caring mummy, but at times, she can't understand everything
or maybe it is just me. When the time is right, my lips just can't open to
share my thoughts that had been lingering around my mind and this is
such a suffering feeling to me. It affects me mentally & emotionally too.
- I don't really share much with my daddy because all he does is lecture.

My little brother. These days, he is sort of busy with all his girlfriends.
As I mentioned before, he have 2. One, local. Another in Qatar now.
I bet he will not have time to spare for me to listen to my dumb stories.

I don't have a soul mate to lend me his pair of ears or even one side
is more than enough for the moment. I just need someone to talk to.

So, I end up, stuck up here, feeling scared every second of my life until
I can finally share with someone who I think will take all my fear away!

Two Hundred and Ninety Two

Allow me to highlight to y'all that it is already 1st of December 10'!

By the time, I'm here to share this nice thing that Amanda posted.

Change is inevitable.

It’s when that song you used to replay over and over again suddenly becomes a song that you can no longer stand listening to.

When your inbox used to be filled with messages from that one person and you don’t even bother keeping in touch with them anymore since you’re much better off without each other.

Your favorite shirt becomes so last year that you start to wonder why you liked it so much anyway.

When the social networking site you used to log onto everyday is replaced by something better like Facebook.

When you look at old photographs thinking of the reason you were friends with those people in the first place because they didn’t care about you as much as you thought they did.

We never take the time to realize that things are changing until it actually happens and until it’s too late to turn back to appreciate what we already had.

Is it because it happened too fast for us to notice the change? Or too slow to even care that things were changing at all? It always seems to pass us by even when we’re waiting for it. So don’t think that things are going to stay the same forever, shit happens when you least expect it.