Four Hundred and Nine

A simple article, explains it all.

I thank my bestie for sharing this
article with me & another bestie
for translating the whole damn
long article in Chinese-English.

I find this line from the article
very meaningful and it really
helped me in expressing what
I think us and our relationship.

一个男人懒得跟你联系的话，请你不要再去找他，不管他有什么样的借口，都在说明他不在意你，真正爱你的人，一天不见就会六神无主，他做不到，说明不爱你，最起码不是深爱。

The end.

Four Hundred and Eight

Good morning. Rise & shine love.
Guess who is in the house today?
It's my bestie Sandra from uni :D
She's here for 5days & 4 nights.

I actually had an idea to call my other
besties along for this sleepover but I
think again, if I were to call the others,
it will be a party instead of studying..
So I shall turn my weekend to be
productive days with my bestie :P

Btw, I am infected with a sore throat
the moment I woke up this morning :(
Thanks to insufficient sleep Hmmphh

-Signing off-
I need to complete my Managerial
Accounting assignment as my group
members already rushed me to do..

Now playing #Demi Lovato - Made in the USA

Four Hundred and Seven

Yayy! I absolutely feel so lucky today :D

It's my 1st time driving to university today.
I drove alone for approximately 20km++
I managed to reach uni in time for class :)

During AP tutorial, I was reading &
discussing about the upcoming MS
exam with my girlfriends and I learnt
that they didn't revise as much as me.
It made my confidence level rose :D
Sorry, I revealed the evil side of me.

Mr. Jeff, our AP lecturer is so kind
to end the tutorial early as we got to
solved the tutorial questions in time.

Then, it's time for my MS exam d..
Guess what? The duration for the
exam is 60mins for 70MCQ + t/f!
Isn't that just crazy? Everyone have
less than 1 minute to answer ea Q'.

Thankfully, I managed to complete it.
While, a course mate who sat beside
me didn't managed to answer 20Qs.
I actually did tried to call him during
the exam but he didn't hear me -.-"
I wanted to remind him that there's
just 5 mins left but he ignored me :(

On the way home from UCSI university, a
stupid accident that involved 3 cars caused
a massive jam that caused me to reach my
home 1 hour after leaving my university :/

Finally, after a few hours at home with love,
I'll have to get ready for a birthday party of
my ex-classmate, May Suet and I'm gonna
meet some other of my ex-classmates too..
That's what make me feeling excited today!

Hmmphh.. Here's something, just for you.
Sometimes, I wonder why do you have to
choose to take efforts to communicate this
way while in today's era, anyone can talk
right through and personally.. Hmmphh :P

Now Playing Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

Four Hundred and Six

Okayyy.. Celebrating my first task down.
I've managed to complete my assignment
in time.. & will study  for my exam later :D

Recently, so many inspiration, so little time.

Let me introduce to you, my new bestie :)

The reason behind why I chose this photo
is because of the sweetest smile that don't
seem to appear as sincere recently.. She's
been having quite bad days. sympathy her.
& oh yea. That pretty girl is Sandra Ooi ;)

I'm glad that we have so much in common.
Her favourite Hollywood singer is Taylor!
Mine too. She likes Starlight. I like Stay x3

Why I like Stay stay stay?

In my opinion, that song has a cheerful rhythm.

even though, the lyrics isn't that cheerful. I do

know the lyrics is irrelevant to apply already 

but, I still like the song because I feel grateful

to have him in my life & made it a wonder :'D

Besides, Sandra's favorite asian singer is also

Jay Chao. Idk what is her reason behind her

choosing him but yea, I have the reason as I

also blogged about it before; last few months.

Sandra and me are of the same course too

Since it's the exam season, so, we've been 

group-studying together ever since Hehee

These little things change my perception of

her as I used to think that she's a little girl

whom is quiet & timid. I know I'm wrong. 

Oohhh.. one big difference between her 

and me is a boyfriend Hahh.. just kidding.

Four Hundred and Five

I have one wish that will never change

that is, just to be with you eternally :'(

Emo.. Over-thinking.. Nuff said.. Bye

Four Hundred and Four

Here's something I would like to share
with all the future Actuarist out there :)

That day, my course mate interviewed
one of his friend whom is an actuarist.
He then shared with us what he got..

His friend told my course mate that
these days, we need to score 3.80
CGPA in order for us to make it into
actuary department of any insurance
companies in Malaysia. omg.wth :O
&&& anyone with SOA qualification
will definitely able to beat anyone
who has CGPA 4.00.. Competitve!

Ok I stress d..
Now imagine..

Tomorrow, I have MS assignment due.
then Saturday, M.Studies examination.
Next Wednesday, Maths mid-term..
then Thursday, M.A. assignment due.
Following week, A.Probability test!
Then soon comes finals. Die or not?

Four Hundred and Three

I'm thinking of nonsense that brings no benefit to
my academic performance over & over again :/

Fresh bits from today. I feel so lucky :D

I had my Managerial Accounting mid-term
first thing in the morning. Hehee thank God
it all went well because of low expectation..

Next up is mathematics tutorial class..
There's this bitch that interrupted my
conversation with my course mate -.-
Fyi, I anti-her since the day  I met her.
So I not-by-purpose showed her a
very fierce face that scared Sandra,
instead of her and Ruben *laughs*
I had the time for my life because I made
my friends think that I'm fierce. so don't
say that I didn't warn you. That's me :P

After the class dismiss, Sandra and I
head to the library but otw we bumped
into Eric (a.k.a Sandra's boyf) & Robin.
There, Eric scolded Sandra for playing
with his phone until the alarm didn't ring,
which caused Eric to missed one paper.
Sandra just denied and apologize along.
& Eric just walk straight off to Block A.

After brunch, we settled down at the library.
I tried to cheer Sandra up but instead of it,
I made her cry her emotions out. I felt bad.
She used 3 facial tissues to dry up her tears.
Imagine, that bad.. & awkward moment :/
It's been quite some time since the last time
some people / friends cried in front of me.

Honestly, the reason I share this incident is
because of those experiences like this made
me feel so good to stay single and mingling :)

Four Hundred and Two

I just got back from a nearby pharmacy.
What had inspired me to write an entry?

I went to the pharmacy to get my mummy's
eye drop because her eyes got infected :/
An old Indian man appeared at the scene.
He had changed a moment of my good life.

Skip my part of the story..

That Indian man had a note in his hand.
He wanted to buy a medicine that was
prescript by some medical attendant..
A pharmacist approached him and ask
"Ok. Ada apa yang boleh saya tolong?"
which means "How can I help you?".
He then showed the tiny piece of note.
The pharmacist went to one of the
shelves and took the medicine for him,
The pharmacist then got back to him
and say "Ubat ini mahal, 100 lebih.."
Then he said "Tak ada yang kecil?"
The pharmacist "Tak ada lahh.."
He then stood still, directionless :(

That old man has no money to get
a cure for his diseases whatsoever.
I feel sympathy for him mannn but
I have no idea how to help him D:

He, that poor, sick, old, Indian man
had made me appreciate everything
I have, everything single thing that
my parents gave me, physically or
mentally, it does a big help to me!

Thank you daddy and mummy :D

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY. 

I'm too busy to blog another entry tomorrow :P

Four Hundred and One

Last Wednesday,
I sat for my Maths 2; Test 1
I kinde regretted doing last
minute revision already lol :P
I know it is very tempting but
with a little motivation from
my coursemate, Sandra Ooi
we plan to do a group study
as Mr. Jeff tell us to do so!

So, starting next week, I'll have no time
to think of nonsense, hang around, doing
nothing, anything that is not beneficial to
my academic achievement in university.

I know the Dean of Faculty of Business
and Information Science did advise me
that when I am approved into FOBIS,
I shall cut all the entertainments in life.
Now, I finally understand what he said.

What I meant by nonsense is something
like unnecessary lust that cannot last long.

There's this victim that I know. He is none
other than my coursemate, Mr. Ruben lol
I dare to reveal the name because I'm sure
he will never ever read my blog Hehee :P

I call him by a nickname that only he knows.
He is sometimes naive but one thing I'm sure,
he acts exactly, just like my real little brother!

He is currently in a lust love with a girl which
is known as B**** by the badge of students.
This girl, she flirted with too many boys, she's
desperate, she over-use other people & etc.

I have no idea what is Ruben's intention..
He is trying to know all the disadvantages
of this girl before getting into a relationship
with her. I wonder is it necessary to know?

He came to me for advice. I actually intended
to tell him off straight away, that no matter how
much crap you know about this girl, if she wants
you to be in her hand, she will find ways to get!

All I can do now is say a prayer for him
so that he won't be hurt too much after
the end of their oh-so-joyful relationship.

Four Hundred

Challenge #5201314

Sometimes,
When the surrounding is quiet,
When it's just me & nobody else,
When it's just me without my phone,
I spend my time dreaming of days with you.
I spend my time over-thinking about the past.

I think of..
As time goes by, I get to know more people in life.
The issue is my circle of friends doesn't expand but
decrease in size. I'm losing more & more friends lol
W/e! The three of them is sufficient for my whole life.

Think again..
Okayyyy. I know that we're done. We're over.
You were once at the center of my social circle
but now, since you decided to go closer to the
circumference, I forced myself to accept it and
respect your decision. I've never blame you for
all those tears on my pillow on those nights. No

I'm very grateful to have you in my life. Really!
You taught me so many wonders in my life :)
You let me experience the best feelings in life.
You told me the truth. That's why we've today.
Seriously, when I think back of that day,
I regretted feeling so emo, living in despair,
because I actually have the best ex-boyf ever.
He is so honest, ain't a player & he still care!

P.S. I am invited to my ex-classmates, May Suet's birthday party :D
P.P.S. I haven't got the time to think of my grandma's wisdom words.

Three Hundred and Ninety Nine

Continuation of my oh-so-very-awesome June.

Sunday- Grandmother stories. Lesson of people.
I know I have maths2 test 1 next Wednesday but
I can't help it to stay at the dining room and listen
to all my grandma's stories as she taught me a lot
about people, relationships, life and things that we
can never ever learn/obtain from any reading book.

Too many things she shared with my family & me
I don't even know where should I begin with :P

I shall take my time, think about the wise words
and one fine day, I'll write a proper blog entry.

Till then, toodles :)

Three Hundred and Ninety Eight

Continuation of my oh-so-very-awesome June.

Saturday- Grandma's birthday celebration.
My mummy booked a table at Renaissance
Hotel's Japanese Restaurant, Sagano. Yay!

I am one of the many satisfied guest that night.
I think that the quality of the sashimi improved.
The salmon is so fresh and ofcourse boneless!
I prefer white tuna compared to salmon fish :)
Besides, the lidako a.k.a baby octopus also
improved in the sense of freshness compared
to my previous trip here with my guy friend..

Moreover, we also requested for a bottle of their
house wine, La Nina Chardonnay which is from
Chile. It was so sweet and wonderful. Worth it!

I really enjoyed the night & I bet my grandma
also really did enjoyed the night and the food
Nice feeling to simply keep someone happy!

P.S. That night, I was almost high. *laugh*
Thank God that the alcohol receded fast :P

Now playing: Justin Timberlake's Mirror

Just noticed that I have 10th blog entries for the month of May. What a nice number :)

Three Hundred and Ninety Seven

Oh oh oh.. I must blog about my awesome days :D

Friday- Result Day

It was just an ordinary midnight 

when suddenly my course mate 

whatsapp-ed me to tell that the

maths 1 exam results are out d.

Omg. I got so nervous and was

shivering the whole night long :/

Quickly, I log onto the university

Integrated Information System

(IIS), clicked on the 'academic' 

link, there, it appeared and :D

It was one of the best feeling

I've ever felt. The relieve omg!

& after a few minutes, I came

across that you never really

motivate me when I did bad

for my maths test. So, here's

the prove that I can do good,

or even better without you :P

Super satisfied. I can't sleep!

I am yet to celebrate the day :)