Four Hundred and Thirty

Bravery.
Honestly, I am looking forward to your
big day when I will have a chance to talk
to you in a not-so-awkward manner by
wishing Happy Birthday first then talk to
you until the end of time.. Forever Hehh!
I don't want to miss this second chance :)

Wondering why I decided to take a move?
I bet you've guessed it right. You managed
to catch my heart on the 23rd of August,
just simply because you wished me Happy
Birthday on the perfect timing. You know
that special feeling you get when you see
that one person & your heart skips a beat.

I feel so happy for you because you still
have the courtesy to wish well someone
whom you once crossed path before :D

I never expect you to talk to me again
after that incident in December 2012.
It was a really bad memory for me :/

Understand that I have a very bad habit.
My brain goes berserk whenever your
name pops up on my phone so I can't
think right.. I can't think of a proper
reply to your texts and therefore, I
decided not to reply them at all. Sorry.
I will try my best to not let our future
conversations hang out there for long.

Four Hundred and Twenty Nine

Recently, I feel so lifeless as I have nothing
much to study yet because it is semester
break for a fortnight.. So I spend my time
over thinking about my past relationships
and lifelessly miss the good old times :P

Most people say that over thinking kills..
As for me, sometimes I do agree with
them but other times, I think it somehow
managed to keep me going on with my life.

Every night, I just go on dreaming about
us being together in the future with such
wonderful experiences. That's how I can
sleep in peace. Yea, I mean every night..
and true enough, I will still do it tonight ;)

Without the experience of crossing path
with these meaningful people of my life,
I wouldn't have today and my future :)
I would not know how to appreciate
what I had in my past & what's today.

So yea, thanks guys. It's nice meeting  y'all.
I hope that we do get to meet each other
again in the future & end our lives happily. xoxo

Four Hundred and Twenty Eight

I am looking forward to the 19th of September 2013.