I am not 'the old me' anymore..

So here I am again, with my inspiration to write
about my friendship issue. I'm having a problem!
The problem is me, I've trusted them, maybe
Trusted them too much.. I've been dumb for
all these years of friendship with most of them ):


Here, I have friend #1, #2, #3, #4, #5, & #6.
Hehh. I'm proud to say I have many friends :D


Okay. 


Friend #1.
Yesterday, out of the blue, an unknown number
pop-out on my WhatsApp while I was chatting
with one of my bestie, The pretty Cecilia CWL..
I read the unknown number out loud a few times
& suddenly a memory glanced through my mind :O
Without bothering about the topic I was chatting
with Cecilia, I just interrupted the conversation &
asked what was my ex-boyfriend's number which
I deleted it roughly 2 years ago Lol. It matched =\
My heart sinks immediately. I told my bestie about
the feeling in me & she think it's really weird of me.
I dont think so because whenever my ex comes 
back to me, I really feel very uncomfortable. Idk.
I have nothing more to say about this friend. Hehh


Friend #2.
I trusted this friend too much. He overused it ):
Proud to say, we've been friends since 2006
& the not-so-good thing is he's been overusing 
my trust since 2008.. Hmmphh. I know. 
I've been really blind all these years. I didn't 
know guys really ignore their inner ego to do 
all it takes for this relationship between us.. 


Friend #3. 
She is a boy. That my mummy can't trust lol
I knew her during my days in sixth form lower. 
She was just an ordinary fifth former with a
huge crowd of fan whenever she goes around.
Recently, we've got a little closer than before.
I just went out with her for a simple tea time 
chat after a gap left for lots of catch up to do.
& I got my mummy worried for the whole day.
Now that my friend is in upper sixth form, I do
trust that she won't simply take unnecessary
actions on me even thought she is a clubber,
smokers, mat-rempit, a spoilt brad. Hahh..
She's got a brain, more creative than mine <3 


Friend #4.
This friend of mine. I love her ever since
the gap between us drawn further apart.. 
Hehh. I know. Tragedy do happen =P
Now, I've added her into my list of 
friends that 'I really trusted and willing
to share whenever my mummy isn't
available for me' which is a.k.a. my
none other than lovie besties list :D
Previously, she helped me overcome
one of my problem in education. She
is the only one in my class that is willing
to be my mentor, spent sufficient time
to explain all chemistry problems! 
I'm really thankful to God for introducing
such kind soul to my life. Thank God :)


Friend #5 and #6.
These are my besties since secondary school.
So I always love them. They had never put
me down, so far, as far as I can recall. Hehh..
So I'm also really thankful to have them in my
life & my mummy do trust them. I'm happy!
They had taught me many things that others
are unwilling to teach me. I trust them a lot. 
From boys, relationship to beauty tips, they
are the one that I also go to whenever I'm
in trouble. I know I'm useless but that's 
the only time I had for them. Hehh. Anyway,
I'm happy with my life & they're happy too! 


So, right. The above are a few of my current close friends, trusted and untrustworthy ones.