Three Hundred and Seventy Three

Sunday Shopping Spree! :D

I never felt so good after spending so much $$.

This morning. I woke up missing him so much.
I am so tempted to text him & fortunately, he
already sent me the usual 'Morning love' Heh.

As my day goes on,
My little bro decided to go to Sony Centre,
located at The Curve, Mutiara Damansara

On the way, I have a sudden crave for tom yam.
and in my opinion, Johnny's Restaurant offer one
of the best tom yam. The next thing I know my
little bro interrupted that he wants to eat unagi!

Once we got a nice parking, we head there.
After leaving my lil bro's DSLR at the centre,
my daddy drop by a Camel Active outlet. &
there goes hours and hours of guys shopping.
Guys shopping is much worst than girls shop!

Why I think so? Both my daddy and lil bro
are very particular when it comes to buying
new outfits. They always expect perfection.

They shop so much. My legs start to hurt.
I become moody. I tell my mummy I want
to walk alone. I entered the  Adidas Women
outlet (The first in South East Asia lol) :P

I intended to try on some striking, good
pair of running shoes. The sales girl then
introduced me to one light-weighed and
another cushioning shoe. Idk the model.

All I know is once I put on the shoes,
I walk a few steps down the aisle and
my leg, by miracle, never hurt anymore.
I never believe in such miracle to happen
on a running shoes until a pair of Adidas.

When I get home, my daddy and lil bro
put on their East India Company tees,
shirts and trousers to test for a better.
They are all so satisfied, they smiled.

Those smile on their faces made my day.
I'm so happy when they are so happy :)
All the pain in my leg and moodiness,
all gone in an instant, never felt so good!

P.S. I got myself 2 tees' from Diesel. Yay!

Three Hundred and Seventy Two

D for December. D for Dream

Seriously.. I've been dreaming!

So bad that I even get numb lol

I don't want to face the reality

because I know the fact sucks.

Three Hundred and Seventy One

On this last day of Earth,

I would like to confess:

Missing you is my hobby,

Caring for you is my job,

Make you happy is my duty,

and loving you is my life :)

&

冬至快乐!

Three Hundred and Seventy

Hmmphh..
I admit that previously, I did dreamed about us
but I never wish for the dream to come through.

I hope that you willl respect my decision
to remain like this until my graduation..
Celebrating 7 years & counting. Nuff said :)

Xx.
This article is damn true. I couldn't agree more lol

P.S. I'm blogging in the office, LIKE A BOSS :D

Three Hundred and Sixty Nine

LOVE is in the air. 19th December 2012
Happy Anniversary to my Daddy and Mummy!
It used to be double happiness but now, we're
double (Double happiness) = 4 Happiness ♥
because of the annoying little brother and me :D

On this auspicious day, I would like to share a little story :)
It's about a conversation I had with my mum & colleague.

Mummy: Girl, today is mummy and daddy's anniverysary.
We've been together since 1988. So you calculate lahh..
Me: Oh.. I don't want lahh :P
*Press calculator (2012-1988=24 years r/s)
*Conversation goes on and on, until..
Mummy: Whatever. Ok lahh. So come home earlier k
Me: Alright. See you later. Bye
Mummy: Love you. Bye :)

Me: Hey. Have you ever give your parents anniversary gift?
Colleague: No. My parents not so loving one..
Me: Oh lol.. Any idea why my mummy tell me about their anniversary?
Colleague: Idk. Let me think first k.
A few minutes later
Colleague: Oh. I get it d. She wants you to tell your daddy.
Me: Oh really. Alright. I will be the messenger & reminder Hehee..

Unfortunately, my little brother already betrayed my mummy lol.


On the other hand, we treated love like a sport.

Three Hundred and Sixty Eight

This is a very beautiful motivational post
The Girl Who Played With Fire. It's me :(
My mummy used to warn me not to play with fire.
& Now, I'm the one who got burned Hmmphh..

Ever wonder about what he's doing
How it all turned to lies
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

Eh, eh, eh

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy
Even when it's not right

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by by by

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try

You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try

Three Hundred and Sixty Seven

If fear didn't exist, I'd run up to you and tell you that I love you.
Nuff said.

#np Distance by Christina Perri

Three Hundred and Sixty Six

Another part of my heart. A play girl remains..

Sometimes, I wonder is it worth it to surrender my hands
for you to be the first of my special one to hold my hands?
True that I die a little inside when you place your hand around my
waist but are you doing all these just for me/ to beat the curiosity?
**I used to be so curious on how the heart skips a beat when
the hand intertwine and hugs with someone you love; no kiss.

My friends often tell me that I'm still immature to go after this.
I tell them, I'm sure with my feelings. They got fed up and say
"Follow your heart. It will never wrong. maybe
got lil bit wrong but still correct at the end. LOL"

Besides, I do believe in Karma. This is such a big word lol
I can't agree more that I used to play feelings of other boys.
Lol. They call me a play girl. I just have to admit this now.

With this in my past, I always hope that I'm not a game to you..
This is because shit love just got real & my feelings are real now :)
If the feeling aren't real for me, please don't choose to go with me.
I don't want to be a victim of any playboy out there. Please lol

I learn to love already. I don't need karma to teach me the hard way!

Xx.
Hmmphh.. I wonder if you ever notice that I seldom reply
"I love you too" when you say "I love you" so many times.
The most I can do to keep you happy is "less than three".

I never let you know that "I miss you" even how bad it is.
Even when you open up and say "I miss you so much",
I just reply "Aawww.. That's so nice/sweet." up to me.

All these is not because I don't love or miss you at all.
I  hope you know that I have issues in trusting you. lol
I fear that you're one of the playboys that will hurt me.
I want to have only one relationship with my first love.
I don't want to fall for someone who doesn't love me.

I know there's nothing I can do to reveal the real you,
if ever you're just playing with my feelings because no
one in my past ever have the ability to do the same :P
That's why I never talk about all these to you either.

Xx.
From another point of view, what if your feelings are truly and real,
I'm not that brave to let my feelings run free when I'm with you yet.
After thinking about it, I will be so sorry to you if ever your feelings
are all real to me. This is also not a good and fair thing. Uh huh :(

In conclusion, 'Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven. The end


#np Taylor Swift- Red :)

P.S. I appreciate your 'Good morning & night' texts.
I really do appreciate your random texts from Japan!

PPS. I can't think of why you never blog/tweet anything about us Hmmphh..

Three Hundred and Sixty Five

When I miss you, 
There's only 2 things that I will do.
#1 Over-thinking on disasters.
#2 Dreaming about our future.


#1 goes something like this.

All I want is a boyf who will never cheat on me..
I'm not sure are you the one for me.. Hmmphh :/


#2 goes something like this :)

So in order that I don't get hurt when things end unexpectedly,

I choose to do so.

Lastly, I hope you know this :)

Three Hundred and Sixty Four

A long-awaited post :)

I took so long to start writing about this because
I feel so difficult to put my feelings and thoughts
all in one, down on a post in my blog & diary.

I can't be describing all my feelings from the start..
Whatever comes to my mind right now, It's all here.
Deal with it. This is gonna be very spontaneous :P

I've spent time reading articles & quotes on Twitter.
All of those has helped me organize my mind better.

One of the many articles is here.
Eric Charles has helped me by
sharing his guy's point of view 
with this anonymous girl who has
almost the same experience with me.

Another article is this.
Sabrina Alexis reminded me about freedom.
Yes, I agree. I also want to remain my space.
I'll be happier if I live it this way. My way :D

I also read another article on Symptoms of Love.
There are 8 points. All so comical yet true Hehee

#np  Taylor Swift- Everything has changed (feat. Ed Sheeran)

P.S. I'm not officially done yet. More to come ;)

Three Hundred and Sixty Three

If it can't even last over the night, how is it gonna last forever?

I think I just ended our 7 years of friendship, by accident.

What a day.
I cried until I am late for work.
I think you'll be happy with you read the above. 

Safe journey to Japan. 


Xx.

Oh. Every word of this song make sense to me. 
Amazing that I understood the song as a whole.

Just a fool- Christina aguilera duetw/ Blake shelton
P.S. Blake is my favourite country artist :')

HAPPY 12.12.12 :)

HAPPY 12.12.12 :)

I listened to hitz.fm this morning on my way to work
& it gave me an inspiration to write about myself.

The 12-years-ago me

Basically, back then,
I celebrated millennium when I was 8 years old..
that was too young to even understand the World.

I remembered that y2k is a very important year
to many people in the world but to me, that time,
I just take it as another year for me to grow ;)

Now, I find it really pointless to take dates seriously.
I mean like 10.11.12 or 12.12.12. It's just numbers.
So what?!

Ikr. The bottom part of my post is like contradicting
with the top part of the post lol :P

Anyway, the only difference between the old and
new me is my age (obviously) & my mind-set.
I used to trust people around me and now, no more.

P.S. I purposely reached office early to update a post :D