Here, I'm proud to make an official announcement!
I'd finally got over it, by passing time, all by myself.
Maybe a little help from my best girlfs', here & there.
One of my gf bestie challenged me to get over all these
within 1 month, but I said, 1 week is more than enough.
& now, my time is over so she owe me rewards. Yayy!
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How am I sure that a part of my feeling has end here?
1. Whenever I play the songs that reminds me of him,
I can enjoy the whole song without skipping over it :)
Even when my little brother play "Just a fool" by Blake
and Christina which did brought a very bad memory to
me, I can still get over it successfully. I grew stronger.
2. Whenever someone mention his name in dialogues,
I do get butterflies in my tummy.. How silly is that! D:
but yesterday, one of my bestie mentioned his name,
& I didn't even bother replying that message lol. That
is the moment I'd realize I did not prior him anymore.
3. Okayy, I admit that I do spend my days dreaming
& reminiscing the good old moments that we had but
I know that I am still strong enough to handle it all :')
4. So basically, I have no more interruptions in life :D
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Whatever is it, I learnt a lot from all these great experiences.
Ups & downs, both bring meaning to my life.. Cheers! XOXO
