Three Hundred and Ninety Six

Today is my lil bro's first day of

driving lesson and guess what?

He met in an accident.. Nooo!

At a junction, a Chinese lady in

a Nissan Grand Livina banged

lil bro's white Perodua Kancil,

Oh yea, with the huge L sign!

Thank God, she handled the

repair costs of damaged car.

& my lil bro didn't suffer any

back ache or any joint aches.

It's a good experience & lesson 

for dear little brother. Indeed :/

P.S. He is still in phobia :'(

Three Hundred and Ninety Five

Out of the sudden, your name came up on my cell.
Text message pop up says "So.. I think I owe u an
explanation. You can say no if u dun wana know :)"
God knows why suddenly you think that you
owe me an explanation.. Anyhow, I'll accept.

By the way, I think that this friendship bond
is nothing close compared to any best friends.
This is because there's this firewall in between.

Honestly, don't call yourself sincere if your
"Good morning" text cannot even last for a
couple of days. Forget about forever okay?

P.S. I don't get the same feeling when re-
reading our conversation history anymore.

Nuff said.

Three Hundred and Ninety Four

One may wonder what happened
to me recently, so emo and stuffs
I finally able to put myself together.
So here it goes nothing. It's life :)

Last Wednesday, things changed,
same day as my mathematics exam
Out of sudden, he told me that
"I have something to tell you."
I have a sense that something
bad is gonna happened but
I tell myself, I wouldn't be so
as I already told him that I'm
having a bad day because of
my unexpected maths exam &
I thought that things were still
new and good. but I'm wrong.

I replied him "Go ahead." with
all the confidence that I had :\
Then he replied "I wasn't ready
for a relationship with you" :O
Wth. It really surprised me. Lol

Honestly, I really thought that I got
back with my ex-boyfriend but no.
We texted, we talked, we shared.
but God knows whose fault is it all
I decided not to care anymore..
It took me that few days to accept.
I am much better now.

One thing, I still don't understand why
you're the first one to say "I love you"
a few days ago but then you're also
the one that stated you're not ready.

Now, I'm in the progress to leave
the past and live in the present :')

P.S. My grandma advised me before :P
She told me that any love that you found
this year will not be real as the Tao God
predicted. I didn't believe but now, I do.

Three Hundred and Ninety Three

Hi.
Observant enough? You'll notice that I've
revert a post to draft for a few days. Heh!
because I can't really accept the fact but
now, it's back on my blog. So go read :P

Okay.. It's a Monday. & perfect! I tell you.
Yeap. It's unbelievable, surprising yet true!

Once I woke up, still thinking of the past
because last week, everything's different!
So, it's my new week, I need a change :D

I decided to dress to impress to university.
I managed to squeezed myself into a pink
dress with a crochet white over the top..
I don't often wear a dress to uni.. so yea
My course mates got so surprised and
started praising me the whole time in class.
I offered my Mars chocolate bar in return.
I got all the class attention on me. Hahaa!

During my Applied Probability class,
I was one of the few in class that did
the Chapter 1 formula summary. Yay!
Mine is colorful, tidy and impressive :)
My lecturer showed mine to the class
and the class *applause* just for me.
I even got the lecturer's attention! :'D

At home, my daddy is on leave today.
Considering, my weekend is extended.

What more could I ask for? *laughs*
Today is my day. Proud and loud :D

Three Hundred and Ninety Two

Received a text stating "Happy 520" in the wee hours.

Without much hesitation, I'm here to announce that
I am currently in a long distance relationship with
my little engineer! May God bless the both of us :)

Here's a simple description on how it all started..
It's 12am & we're still not asleep. So we decided
to do a heart-to-heart talk, then as it gets deeper,
we both admit & enjoyed every moment together.
We chatted till about 3am nearly 4 in the morning
while I have class at 11am, the next day. Hehee!
Alright.. That's all I can recall for the moment :D

P.S. I have maths exam on Wednesday. Wish me luck! :(

Three Hundred and Ninety One

We love you, mummy! -written to a sticky note that is pasted on a gift.

It all started weeks back, when those fancy shops started promoting their mother's day sales. 
It is clear that my responsibility as her kid, I need to do something special that can make her feel special on her special day.
Every night, before bed time, I make time to think of the designs on the card. Day time, I try my best to search for more inspirations from anything around me. In hopes to make that simple card as fancy as possible.

As days gone by, I get really busy, juggling with my new semester and course mates and SOA professional paper and my social life the list goes on and on :P

Friday- my bestie, Bee Chea jio me out to a nearby mall for Ironman 3. (Rating 9/10 & I love Tony Stark's humor & his Dora the Explorer limited edition watch) I decided to grab this opportunity to get something even more special than just a hand-made card. 
The night before the outing, I crack my head to think of what should I get for her.. Suddenly, pop an idea. A recipe book that she's been eyeing on her last trip to the bookstore.. Great! A problem come across my mind, I have to wrap the present with a nice wrapping paper to make it special. I'm going to Starbucks to wrap the gift. Oh & I mustn't forget to pack my stationeries.. Problem solved! I can finally have my beauty sleep.

The next/outing day. After the movie, I complete the task that I assigned to myself first then later go for tea time with the bitches (They know I love then so much)

Saturday. Nothing much.. 
Sunday. 00:00. I Whatsapp my little brother to ask him whether is it the right time to present the gift to mummy.. He replied that I'm the elder one. I shall make the decession. I didn't bother to reply him any further as I'm so pissed off by such a reply. I immediately stomped to my room, scribbled a simple wish on a sticky note,  grab the gift and secretly enter my parents room. My lil bro was in the room that moment. Then he suddenly shouted "Happy mother's day" (thank God I already have the gift in my hand- if not, epic fail) 
As expected, my mummy hugged us. Kiss us. Something out of my expectation is she already managed to guess what's the gift before unwrapping.. She use a blade to unwrap as she knows I dislike people who unwrap a gift roughly. I find it quite rude and unethical as all of us undergo the difficulty of wrapping a gift.. I find the process so tricky & so, I think that the receiver should appreciate every single thing except the tape can be excused

After that, my mummy spent her very early morning glancing through the Nyonya Kuih recipe book.

P.S. I didn't manage to take any snapshot as I'm trying my best to keep  all these surprises for the big day :)

Three Hundred and Ninety

Friday, 10th May 2013. An event on my calendar stated "Baby's birthday" .

During the past semester break, I was
so bored with nothing much to do and
so I decided to read my blog archives.

I came across this one post that dated
5th May 2011 which is a special post.
That entry has inspired me to write/do
something that able to surprise him :)

I go to Nana for advice on how should
I draft a simple note to wish him HBD.
Nana guide me through it all until the
last minute. She even send it for me.

Out of the usual, I wasn't asleep yet
by the midnight of 5th May 2013 &
I actually have a strong urge to send
him the note via messenger that time.
Another half of me managed to stop
my other -stupidity half of me *sigh.

That evening, when hangout out with
the bitches, I suddenly remembered
that I haven't send him the note.. Lol
I rushed to Nana and showed her..
She accomplish the mission for me.

I expected a plain thank you as reply.
Instead I get "imissyou".. Stunned! :/
It is a surprise for me too..
Emotions rushed through me.
It reminded me that deep inside me
he still play a role in my heart. Hmmphh

I do understand past stays in the past.
I know it's way over that time but my
concept in life is if he is once my baby,
he is forever mine.. Not that easy to let
him go afterall. I don't care if he loves
someone else more than me. As long as
I still love him since the day we met :')

P.S. Was drafting all these crap via Evernote
until half past two in the morning! OhMyGod
I think I really am persevere in this sh¡t :P

Three Hundred and Eighty Nine

If I'm not mistaken, my bestie and I roughly
planned for this outing for about a week ago.
So, here's the long-awaited outing with her..

First of all, Bee Chea told me that she wanted
to watch Ironman3 but tiada teman because
her brother decided not to watch that movie.
Plus, she wants to have a sip of Starbucks.
So, we decided to go to Jusco Kepong only.
We tend to just keep it simple & I decided
to drag another bestie of mine, Nana as she
is always begging me to go out with her but
never really got the chance to do so and
Bee Chea thinks "the more, the merrier" :D

So, as we reached Jusco around 1+pm..
Bought movie tickets with strategic seats.
Went lunch at Old Town White Coffee..
(My brother called us Penghianat to PR
because we're supporting the Big mama
a.k.a Najib's wife. We shall boycott her)

At Old Town White Coffee coffee shop,
we chatted away our days back in form 6.
Life was really good to us & fun back then.
*sigh. We do miss those good old times :')

At about 3+pm, it is time for the movie.
Bought popcorn and beverage- Sprite.
Enter cinema. Good show. Rating 9/10.
I seriously enjoyed the humorous Tony!

Nana called me when the movie was
about to end. She told me that she is
eating at Teppanyaki. I told her that
Bee Chea and me will go to Popular
and Starbucks after the movie ended.

To my surprise, Nana appeared behind
me at the Popular bookstore when I was
queueing up at the counter to pay for my
mummy's mother's day present (Nyonya
Kuih recipe book) plus an oh-so-adorable
yellow coloured bears wrapping paper :D

After that, I met Sasa a.k.a Nana's sister
for the first time in my life. She's not bad.
We head to Starbucks as there is a tea
time promotion from 5pm to 7pm.. Yay!
Chocolate Cookie Crumble Frappuccino
That was what Bee Chea and I ordered.

After awhile, Bee Chea told me that Alvin
will be joining us too.. He actually wanted
to join us for the Ironman3 movie. Hahaa!
I do appreciate that he rushed back all the
way from Shah Alam, Selangor just for us!
A little too late for movie, but not too late
for a small drinking session with the girls..
Everything went Great. I really enjoyed it!

Three Hundred and Eighty Nine

One fine Thursday.
Faculty of Business and Information Science
has Cooperative Placement a.k.a internship
briefing at 6.00pm-8pm. Our last class ends
at 3.30pm. So what to do in another 2 hours?

After Mr. Jeff's Applied Probability class that
ends at 3.30pm.. Sandra decided to go Mcd
to meet her boyfie & Ah Beng planned to tag
along and slack there until the Co-op briefing.
I actually don't really feel good to be spotlight.

Thank God that I bumped into these kind souls
on our way to Taman Connaught's McDonalds.
They are Eugene, Siew Mei and Desmond lol..
They decided to go to Petron cafe for tea time.
Guess what? They're having chicken rice for T.
So I had my home-made sandwich by mummy.

At 4 in the evening, I was so bored after meal.
I suggest to Beng and Sandra that I wanted to
go visit the UCSI North Wing via a shuttle bus,
as I've never got such sweet opportunity before
We chased bus. Walk under hot sun. Sat in an
oh-so-bumpy bus ride and almost fly off and
not to forget, Big Brother treat us popsicles :P

There's no biggie about the North Wing campus.
Modern, it is. Hotel in a University with Squash,
Tennis, Basketball, Netball, whatever ball court,
and not-impressive-at-all size of swimming pool.
The only Blue Ocean Strategy learning centre.
Last but not least, the most 'not-homely' place!

Around 5 in the evening, we finally decided to leave
the North Wing campus for we don't want to be late.
We waited and worried for the late bus but despite
all the obstacles and struggles, we all managed to
reach the Multi Purpose Hall (MPH) on time for
the Cooperative Placement a.k.a intern briefing :)

Here is a little on the Cooperative Placement briefing.
I was really uncomfortable at that moment of time as
I just ran back from a nice trip with nice people Hehh!
Anyway, the speakers are not too bad.. Rating: 4/5 :D
but the one thing I hate is we are forced to filled up many
God-know-what forms in an inconvenient space, no table!
The briefing ended about 7+. A Great day. Great night :)

till then, toodles. xoxo 

Three Hundred and Eighty Eight

Since I can't really concentrate in my studies, 

I decided to do some writing & ease myself.

Plus, I am in the mood to babble *laughs*

Recently, I feel so thankful to have my family
to accompany me and my daddy drove me all
the way just to buy my oh-so-costly financial
calculator. Yet, I fail to return their favour by
scoring in my mathematics and statistics :'(
I failed to make my parents proud.. *sigh*

Now, I've entered the first week and first
semester of my second year in university.
I plan to study smart and study hard and
I hope that all these plans won't go to
waste as the weeks goes by.. Hahaa! :P

P.S. I will miss him quite often.. Hmmphh