Four Hundred and Sixty Five

Here, I would like to share my short term
to long term goals with all of you so that
those judgmental people out there can
further judge my success in the future :)

I shall start with my long term goals first.

When I die, I want to attain supreme

and perfect enlightenment at Nirvana.

After I retire, I wish to travel around the

World with my soul mate that will loves

me, much much more than I love him ;)

After my graduation, I hope to be an

outstanding employee at a top-ranked

overseas company with a good offer/

even better run my own company Heh!

I would also like to graduate with a

first-class honours degree in Bachelor

of Science in Actuarial Science :D

But 1st, I am still enjoying my

2 freaking months of holidays..

That's just me, aiming too high :P

Four Hundred and Sixty Four

Four Hundred and Sixty Three

"Everyone is in search of happiness."
-The first sentence from Baby Blues, the movie.

Challenge #5201314

I am heading to my escape island.
Yes, I am going to Penang, again!
I can't express how excited am I

What makes me even more excited
is that I just told myself to not cling
to him anymore and I'll be heading
to his territory on December 8th to
11th 2013.. Oh the irony. like ikr :P
It's a family vacation, not my fault.

The time round, I am in-charge to
plan where should we dine for
breakfast, brunch, lunch, tea time,
dinner and supper *Just kidding..

I shall make sure that I make at least
one trip down to the beach of Hard
Rock Hotel & we'll also remember
to bring our pair of trainers along so
that we can hike deeper into the
oh-so-joyous Botanical Garden :D

If any of you have any suggestion
to good food heaven, do feel free
to share them with me k Hehee :)

Four Hundred and Sixty Two

Say Hello to the new motivated ME :D

Today, I went out with my bff to buy
some nail polish from Etude House &
watch an not so awesome Cantonese
movie, Baby Blues. Here is the trailer.



Let's give this bff a nickname. I shall
name le bff MY in order to continue :)
MY is one great attention seeker and
I thought I was the greatest of all time.

Coincidentally, MY get to know that
MY's secret admirer.. Hmmphh.. not
so secretive afterall.. So yea hahaa :P
MY's secret admirer is in the mall too.
MY's secret admirer named Mandy.

So MY also get to know that Mandy
is gonna watch the same movie at the
same time too.. Omg! So coincident

In the cinema, MY & me sat the twin
seats while Mandy sat on the ordinary
ones, end of the row,  in front of us lol
We just can't help it but laugh at her ;)

MY purposely hold my hands, whisper
in my ears and even hugged me tightly
whenever Mandy glanced to the back
between the movie scenes.. All these
are of one objective only.. That is to
tell her off but this persistent admirer
will not give up no matter how evil
MJ acts in front of Mandy.. Hahaa!

It was indeed fun making someone
look like a fool but I know that it
is so mean and karma may be
hunting on us anytime. I couldn't
be bothered. As long as I know
my borders well, I won't go over
the line just to harm anyone else :)

P.S. We decided to watch Baby Blues
because we are not the Thor or super
heroes type of person.. Hehee! :D

Four Hundred and Sixty One

Honestly, thoughts of him is still lingering
around my mind. I can't help it, especially
recently, God declared TWO(2) freaking
months of weekends for me. Oh Yeah! :)

I swear I won't rot.
I will be as productive as I possibly can!
I will entertain myself with lots of baking,
reading, watching, the list never ends lol.

As I've consulted some friends for advice,
I've decided that I will take this route. The
route to my own freedom of expression &
speech. I don't want to be stuck with these
empty hopes of him anymore. I think it is
time that I need a full stop of heart ache.

Lucky him. I've not plan what to say to
him yet but one of my friend suggested
that I shall talk, explain and express my
feelings towards him directly rather than
questioning him on the gap between us
right now nor expressing by song lyrics.

--
Yesterday, perlawanan akhir bola sepak
piala Malaysia was held at Stadium Shah
Alam. The venue that gives me too much
to remember. Gosh.. memories of our 1st
concert together flow through me like the
Niagara Falls. It's a little extreme though.

I still remember the very first time he held
my hands, like it was yesterday while in
actual fact, the time is 20th September 
2012. I appreciated his bravery. I admire
his confidence. Yes, honestly, I really do!
I miss the times when our hands intertwine.

--
Back to the point, I think that I have been
patience enough with his mixed messages.
It's time I want need a direction to head.
So it is either yes or no only.
Every night, I wonder Are there just one 
or two paths ahead of us right now?

I understand that I did say "Wait for me
until my graduation." but the point is do
you still remember our promises made?
I don't feel like same like before anymore.
Truly, I am feeling insecure right now :(

I place these in the hands of God.
Meanwhile, I strongly believe that
time can heal, it eventually will :')

Four Hundred and Sixty

As promised in the previous blog entry,
I shall share with y'all the benefits that I
will enjoy if I never go to work righttt :P

Every time I think about work, I think
about him, never fail. This is because
I still cannot forget the day he made
me cry like asdfghjkl *Gosh. I can't
find the right words to express the
moment, beginning of this year 2013.

Just A Fool by Christina Aguilera featuring
Blake Shelton is playing in the background.
At that moment, I can perfectly relate every
words in the lyrics to the feelings that I was
feeling. Now, time helped me heal better ;)

My mummy sat beside me. She is listening
to me as I told her that he pushed me to
the end of a cliff with his words "All or
Nothing". I can remember everything as
if it just happened yesterday, but no :)
Btw, my mummy cried with me *blush

So that now I don't have to go to work,
I have more entertaining stuffs to do. I
won't have to go back to the same old
oh-so-painful memory as often as then.

--
Please excuse me as I do have Co-op
assignment to complete. So, I am left
with less time to think of inspirations
to blog.. That is one benefit though ;)

Four Hundred and Fifty Nine

I am considered the happiest girl on earth,
not because I succeed in my r/s or w/ever!
The feeling is actually much better than that.
I am feeling the best feeling in the world
when one wish had came through. Yay! :D

Okay.
I've been secretly wishing that I will not have
to do internship, just like most of my China
friends from university. Their parents run the
company in China. So, they won't have to
bother to wake up early and suffer work!
I wish I have 2 months holiday just like them.

So, as I do not have any close relatives with
big companies, I am suppose to be an intern
during 1st November-31st December 2013.
I've asked my direct superior from previous
company to help me out with issuing an offer
letter to my university and the following oh-
so-complicated procedures. It's all settled!

Next, I have to go to university, just to find
my Co-op Coordinator, Mr. Jeff and Ms.
Norhidayati of CECS to acknowledge my
approval form. I'd faced some hiccups but
it all went well after awhile waiting. Phhew!

Obviously, by now, I am expected to report
myself to office tomorrow but suddenly, I
received a call from my superior saying that
they have sufficient staffs already. Omgomg!

I was excited like mad. On the other side of
the phone, my superior feel so sorry for me!
like wth. What in the World is this logic! :P

There are actually so many advantages if I
never to go office end of this year Hahaa! :D
Too much to share right now. Next entry!

Four Hundred and Fifty Eight

Nothing much.. Just missing him :(

That's us, during his Prom, last September.

Four Hundred and Fifty Seven

Honestly, it bothers me so much,
it interrupted my finals revision :'(

You actually spend your time talking
to other girls while you told me that
you are busy with your whatever
God knows what applications lahh..

I am totally not assuming anything!
It is obvious that I mean nothing
to you. Yet, whenever I force you
to admit that your feelings for me
has fade, in return, you deny me
& blame me for thinking too much.
Like wth. You think that ignoring
the past will guarantee a bright
future? Please, God damn No.

In addition, it seems like you
don't trust me anymore huh?
Fine! Just sit back and let me
show you what I'm made of.

All or nothing? 

P.S. I feel that this is too harsh
to say it right in your face. So
I have to blog it out. In hopes
that you will read this entry,
in my dreams. Do me a favor, Stay in my life--

Four Hundred and Fifty Six

Omg. I was reading www.horoscope.com
while I am suppose to be drafting answers
for Fundamental of Management finals :P

and I am so excited to share this finding with
all my readers. It is too good to be true! :'D

"A self-confident and sexy Monkey can be lucky in love this year! Expect a good deal of flirting. Enjoy being appreciated wherever you go. Things may really heat up in late July."          -Horoscope.com

As you all know, my life was a little f.up
during July. It was perfectly stated here.
I know it is too late that I just realize it
but still, that statement was perfectly
describing my year as a monkey zodiac.

How could I even say that I do not
believe in horoscopes? No. never :P

Four Hundred and Fifty Five

Honestly, I rather go to my bff instead
of starting a conversation with you :P
It's sad but true. Idk why is it so hard
for me to even say a simple Hi to you.

Indeed, I know this is bad for us but
I just can't help to sit here and just
wait for you to make the first move.

I think there is no difference that we
are of the same time zone compared
to when you are in Europe because
no matter what time of the day, we
are still not talking to each other as
frequent as we did before. So yea..

 Even though that day when you said
"eloo why nv spam me =(" on fbm,
you actually triggered me and you
didn't make me day. Lucky you, my
exam was easy. If not, I am sure
that you'll be busted by then Hahaa.

Besides that, you already know my
true color when you're stalking me
on my Twitter.. So what else you
want me to do huh? Your turn lahh
I need some security from you too.

Four Hundred and Fifty Four

I know I shouldn't take it as a big deal
but hmmphh.. I just can't stop myself
from thinking about yesterday night..
Maybe it's me, my mood, my fault.

To be honest, that conversation was
the worst chat I had with you yknow
Like seriously.. only God knows why
must I have such bad times with you

Beginning of the week, you told me
that you miss me.. Is it even real?
I don't see you proving it to me :(

I really don't mind waiting.. but
waiting for someone who treats
me like something of no value is
not what I ever wanted. Indeed,
I know we are just friends but
that's not how you treat someone
who you want to spend the whole
life with. We have nothing much
in common anymore. So may I
just ask, what is the point of us
forcing ourselves to be together?

-Emo, not ego. Nuff said

Four Hundred and Fifty Three

"Aawww really.. I'm so touched! Thanks"

Today, God knows why everyone, yea I
mean everyone around me is just so kind
to me man. I really appreciate it so much!

1. My family
They have always been as kind to me since
day one, giving me support from all aspects
to go through hard times. E.g. examination.
I love my mummy, daddy & little brother :')

2. Sandra
My bff hanged out with me, just before my
paper today. Every minute spent with her
is really fun and meaningful. She even gave
me a pink vintage watch. Love it Hehh! :D

3. Mr. Gopal
My Corporate Finance lecturer who had
always been so unkind to keep all the tips
by himself, called me personally to give
me the finals tips.. Can you even believe
it? Yeap, indeed a jaw drop moment lol

4. CF classmate of China nationality
This boy shared his answers with me
during the test. Hahaa! Why not huh?
I'm just being honest here..
Sharing is caring *laugh :P

5. Another CF classmate, which I don't
even know her nationality. Sorry hehh..
Btw, she gave me her finals notes to take
photos, even my sir don't allow me ;)

Omg. I must be so lucky to have these
people in my life! I know I've always
been lucky all my life. But today is
just extremely lucky, to do extent
that I must blog about it Hahaa :D

In you, I trust.

Four Hundred and Fifty Two

Think back of the day before yesterday,
When I said "Imy"  and you replied me
with a full "i miss you too". Hmmphh..
Yea, that was so nice and impressive :')

You know what, if I were you, I wouldn't
reply the significant other with a full imy
if s/he is reluctant to type that simple line.
lol. So don't ever think of typing imy only.
To be honest, I bet you know that it was
not easy for me to tell you that as I am
really all-for-self-importance type of girl.

Now, I feel really bad for my actions
and willing to apologize to you openly.
So yea, take this sorry and I promise
to try better next time. Take note that
I didn't promise not to say "imy" ever. =P

You cannot love another person and expect to be loved in return unless you love yourself first!
-Carrie Bradshaw

Four Hundred and Fifty One

Last weekend, I had to attend an event
in university which requires me to wear
Actuarial Science Student Association
(ASSA) t-shirt. I've purchased the tee
long time ago but never wear it before.

My mummy voluntarily searched through
my wardrobes for the t-shirt & tirelessly
ironed it for me before I got home after
the Corporate Finance class on Friday.

Indeed, I was so touched by her actions.
I know she often do all the house chores
at home without anyone's favor as we are
all so lazy and demotivated to help her..

So yea, I love my mummy very much! :D

Four Hundred and Fifty

I don't know how to judge whether
is it good or bad that you only read
my tweets and never visit my blog..
Sometimes, I need some privacy but
sometimes, I have to give you a signal
by indirectly messaging you.. Hahaa!

Hmmphh.. I have a secret between
my bff and me. I told her that I am
on the verge of giving up on our
friendship but on second thought,
I really cannot go on without this..

Obviously, since the beginning of
this year, I have been trying to let
things go but.. In August, you just
wished me a "Happy Birthday" &
I fell for you all over again. No lie.

Now, I finally noticed that I really
don't have the ability to force and
make a conversation last forever.
I really am a failure when it comes
to it.. Only my mummy & him can.
& If only they're willing to talk lol.

--
To Bee Chea, if you're reading this,
I hope your elbow get well soon :D

Four Hundred and Forty Nine

I was so glad to find your name
pop up on my phone with a text
saying "Just got home" at 9pm :)

I was so glad to know that we're
finally on the same time zone :D

I was also glad you noticed that
my tweets were about you lol! :P

As the conversation goes on, all you
said was "Don't think too much" huh
U're right. I think too much, at times.

I really appreciate that you admit
you do think of me a lot too Heh!
You thought of the times we had,
like last year, during your Prom :)

Oh yeah & the fact that you miss the
times our hand intertwine each other.

I was feeling that awesome moment
when you know someone else have
the same feeling or thoughts as you.

P.S. One thing that really make me
look up upon you is that you'll still
accompany me even you're gaming.
Yes, I really appreciate your time :D

P.P.S I never expect us to chat so
much about the past times we had.
I was indeed surprised and happy!

Four Hundred and Forty Eight

Omg. I am so tempted to paint

my nails right now.. Hahaa! :D

I just found this wonderful site

where it displays pretty nails!!

Hmmphh.. I'm so busy recently.

My weekend is so occupied :(

I have appointments & events.

I was invited by a committee 

member of Actuarial Science 

Student Association (ASSA) 

to help out on Sunday to sell

food during convocation :P

In return, I'll be earning 8 ECA

points for 6 hours service. Yay!

I don't even have time for my

Corporate Finance assignment

and finals revision.. Oh nooo :O

Alright. I have to go out nowww. Ciao! 

Four Hundred and Forty Seven

After days of over-thinking,
I guess I've finally understand
why do we have to go through
this stage of our relationship :)

I spent a day chatting with my bff,
just trying to clear matters off and
yeahh, it was awesome Hehee! :D
We finally come to decision that
what's actually bothering our r/s
is just that 3 letter word, E-G-O.

No, I am not blaming you for this.
It is because I do understand that
urge to self-importance, sometimes.
P.S. I'm also a very stuck-up girl :P

So yea, I do hope that you come
and approach me/ talk to me first
everyday. You are the gentleman :)

Four Hundred and Forty Six

Btw I really missed you

These 5 words. So deep.

These few days, I've been trying so hard

to understand what these 5 words means.

Are you trying to say I want you back/

Sometimes, it only means I've crossed
your mind and you hope I'm doing fine?

Bear in mind that
You’re the one who’s listening to my problems.
You’re the one who’s comforting when I’m sad.
You’re the one who understands me everytime.

Nuff said. Safe journey back to Malaysia :)

Four Hundred and Forty Five

Yay! Welcome brand new month
October, please be good to me :)

I've just experienced the loss of
my beloved uncle few days ago.
Indeed, I was busy at his wake.
So now that everything is settled,
I have to get back with my life ;)

I actually had an exam that day :/
I chose to postponed to another
day and emailed my lecturer..
because when I revise my notes,
nothing make sense. That bad :O
So I'll just have to sit for it alone.

P.S. I am so glad to receive the
I miss you text, first thing in the
morning. You made my day :)

Four Hundred and Forty Four

Yay! I've just reached home
It feels good.. indeed tired!
but it's all totally worth it :D

Guess how crazy are we?
We ate the same food
God knows how many times..
Yea.. The food is too good!

Btw, the roads in Pulau Tikus
had changed to one lane on
31st July 2013 by MPPP ;)

The end.

Four Hundred and Forty Three

Greetings from Penang :D

This is really my happy palace.
I mean really! *no joke aahhh..
There is just too many much
happy spirits around the island.

Although, when driving through
some places, it does give me an
indescribable feeling but I can't
be living in the past anymore :)
Some sweet & bitter memories

Btw, Happy mid Autumn festival
a.k.a. Mooncake festival *laugh.

P.S. Off to New lane for dinner :P

P.P.S. Connection too laggie..
can't afford to attach a photo :/

Four Hundred and Forty Two

So, this is it..
What more can I say?
Happy Birthday :)

I miss you so much :'(
I want to talk to you..
like forever, never end.

--
I'm going to Penang tomorrow
So I must try to stay happy :/
Shall be on vacation mood ;)

There is just too much to do there :P
I want to eat fried oysters, pasembur,
& hokkien mee should not be missed!

I want to buy a few Body Glove tees
and jeans. God knows how much I
love these comfortable outfits and I
will purchase these from a particular
outlet only, that is the Midlands one.
The salesperson, Ah Guan, as he
introduced to me lol.. is so kind :D
He always give good discounts Heh!

I also wanna go mural-hunting
and the Hard Rock beach :D
It's just too much for a 4 days trip.
It's basically just plain not enough!

Time to pack my luggage. Toodles :)

Four Hundred and Forty One

I've been having negative flow of
thoughts lately.. God knows why :\

All I'm sure is that previously, you've
been loving me more than I do to you.
Honestly, now, I  bet I'm the one whom
wanted you more but I don't dare to
approach you as I understand that it's
not ethical for a girl to go after guys ;)


& do you know that centuries had past
since we last talked heart-to-heart? lol
I ain't sure whether your perception of
me did change or still remain unchanged.
I just don't have the capability to judge
you while I can judge many others *sigh

Is that the sound of one hand clapping? 

Four Hundred and Forty

I ain't sure whether you all notice this
or not but I'm here to admit that I haven't
talk about my studies for quite sometimes
already hah!.. Meaning, I wasn't studying.

Chillax lahh babe!

This short semester, I'm taking 2 academic
subjects of 3 credit hours each. So 6 credit
hours niaaa who cannot handle? lcly jkjk :P

The reason I only take 2 subjects is because
these 2 subjects are important as these are
part of the SOA Validation by Educational
Experience (VEE) *screams and go crazy.
1. Corperate Finance
2. Fundamental of Management
3. Cooperative Placement a.k.a. internship

Four Hundred and Thirty Nine

As you all already know, my Penang trip is
a week away and it is rainy season now :O

I am a little disappointed when one of my
Penangite friends told me that it is raining
there whole day, everyday.. Oh noooo :'(

I am so worried that I can't go out & enjoy
the great outdoors that offers marvelous
hawker foods. Aahhh.. so worried lahh :(

On the contrary,
I wish one day, citizen of KL will experience
the vapor coming out from the mouth during
freezing cold weather like the Europes! Hah.

P.S. I wish to welcome you back from your
Europe trip.. Hmmphh.. Over-thinking kills
May all my wish come through *laughs :P

Four Hundred and Thirty Eight

Sometimes,
I see a small matter that it ain't suppose
to be in my way & get up set about it :'(

Now, I'm worried.
Is my dreams gonna be shattered?

I am wondering who are you thinking of?

Four Hundred and Thirty Seven

It's such a funny thing
Everytime you come around
I get this feeling
Kinda tingles, kinda tickles
Makes my heart sing
I'm all wrapped up
In a cocoon of
This emotion you bring

My heartbeat begins to race
My mind drifts to another place
I feel like I can fly
Free as the wind
I can't pretend
I wish we was more than friends
And I know the reason why

 Nuff said.. 8 more days to go.. xoxo

Four Hundred and Thirty Six

Hi again.
The reason I've been blogging so much
this month is because I want to reach
18 blog entries. A significant number :)
& I've only past the half point..Uuhhh

Let's get to the point.
Justnow, my itchy hand go plug in the
portable/external hard disc into laptop.
Obviously, this hard disc acts as a
backup to all my previous documents
such as musics and pictures from my
older ancient desktop computer which
was in use during my secondary school.

So, what more can I say?
Ofcourse, it contains all my childish
selfies & print screens of msn chats.
What's the best I find inside?
It is the playlist from the 2008.
All the old songs reminds me
of the good old times we had.
I remembered raping the
replay button with some
of the songs & believe it
or not, I'm still doing it
today, now, this moment!
Those are what I call
really old good songs :D

Four Hundred and Thirty Five

Recently, I've been so persevere in

posting blog entries.. Macam yes :P

God knows.. I'm running out of inspirations

already but die die also want to blog hah!

Anyway, allow me to share one of my

all-time family secret.. Interesting huh?

Okay. Approximately, 16 years ago..

When I just learnt to talk, I've been

talking to myself all day and night :P

It's so crazy. I talk to myself when

I'm playing with my dolls, watching

Barney & friends, when I'm about

to go to bed.. almost every hour lol

One day, some stranger told my mummy 

that kids who talked to themselves are

mentally/ emotionally unhealthy *bullshit!

So my parents got me, my little brother!

The birth of my little brother is with the

purpose of accompanying me for life..

To prevent me from talking to myself! ;)

Ok. Fine. He didn't really helped me 

cope with this bad habit anyway Hah :P

--

A few days ago, my parents left my 

little brother and I at home & I start

to talk to myself in my own room..

My brother shouted at me "Jieeee..

I'm here to accompany you to talk."

I said "You got SPM, go study! :P"

So I'm still here, with my unique

habit of talking to myself in front

of the laptop/mirror or whenever

I have some alone time. I love it!

Four Hundred and Thirty Four

9 more days to go.. Toodles xoxo

Four Hundred and Thirty Three

Hello Monday! :)
I was so motivated today.
Happy spirits around me!

I feel so wonderful just by imagining
good times with you, even thought
I ain't sure whether will the day come
through or not. All I know I'm happy.
It's awksome but, I'm a happy kid! :D

Super excited for my Penang trip Hehh!

--
Btw, I'm drafting a list of unforgettable
times spent together. It is my project..
I hope to send you a letter containing
my doodles, my own writable feelings
and this list of memorable times *smile

Four Hundred and Thirty Two

Hi y'all..
As I tweet a few days ago,
I'm gonna announce my trip
to the Pearl of the Orient! :D

19th September 2013

Yeap! That's the awesome date.

It's a day just after his birthday :)

I really hope that he'll be in the 

island by then, after enjoying his

Euro trip, without me.. Hmmphh

That's about 11 days from now!

--

Okay. Allow me to introduce 

this awesome web series by

the Wongfu Production team!

Ofcourse, Watch the first episode first.  Fyi, episode 6 is the final episode ok. This is totally worth the time watching! I hope y'all enjoy this. So, Take care :)

Four Hundred and Thirty One

A little of the past.
The day we met, feels like yesterday.
You were my trusted elder brother ;)

God knows when your feelings for me
changed from being your meiii to this
Oh. Idc. I just want it to last forever.

My bad for being naive before..
I didn't know you have feelings
for me and so, I just continue to
be as ignorant, treating you as
my same old elder brother Hah!

When I finally realize it, Yeah
just so you know, only me We
had a really great time together.

I didn't want it to end right there.
I want these feelings to last until
the end of time. So, according to
my parents advices, relationship
last longer and are more stable
after study life, after graduation.
& that is what I told you, right?

Please do understand that explaining
your feelings to someone is never easy.

I do believe that everything is going to be
alright, maybe not today, but eventually :)

Four Hundred and Thirty

Bravery.
Honestly, I am looking forward to your
big day when I will have a chance to talk
to you in a not-so-awkward manner by
wishing Happy Birthday first then talk to
you until the end of time.. Forever Hehh!
I don't want to miss this second chance :)

Wondering why I decided to take a move?
I bet you've guessed it right. You managed
to catch my heart on the 23rd of August,
just simply because you wished me Happy
Birthday on the perfect timing. You know
that special feeling you get when you see
that one person & your heart skips a beat.

I feel so happy for you because you still
have the courtesy to wish well someone
whom you once crossed path before :D

I never expect you to talk to me again
after that incident in December 2012.
It was a really bad memory for me :/

Understand that I have a very bad habit.
My brain goes berserk whenever your
name pops up on my phone so I can't
think right.. I can't think of a proper
reply to your texts and therefore, I
decided not to reply them at all. Sorry.
I will try my best to not let our future
conversations hang out there for long.

Four Hundred and Twenty Nine

Recently, I feel so lifeless as I have nothing
much to study yet because it is semester
break for a fortnight.. So I spend my time
over thinking about my past relationships
and lifelessly miss the good old times :P

Most people say that over thinking kills..
As for me, sometimes I do agree with
them but other times, I think it somehow
managed to keep me going on with my life.

Every night, I just go on dreaming about
us being together in the future with such
wonderful experiences. That's how I can
sleep in peace. Yea, I mean every night..
and true enough, I will still do it tonight ;)

Without the experience of crossing path
with these meaningful people of my life,
I wouldn't have today and my future :)
I would not know how to appreciate
what I had in my past & what's today.

So yea, thanks guys. It's nice meeting  y'all.
I hope that we do get to meet each other
again in the future & end our lives happily. xoxo

Four Hundred and Twenty Eight

I am looking forward to the 19th of September 2013.

Four Hundred and Twenty Seven

Today is my first day of school
for my 2nd semester, 2nd year!

It's really amazing how times
fly by, so fast, I'm still stuck in
yesteryears. I miss old times :(

True. Many things had happened.
This time last year, everything..
I mean everything was different.

P.S. People with a little act of
courtesy mean a lot to the society,
not only to the person whom once
crossed path before in yesteryears.
-Nuff said.

Four Hundred and Twenty Six

This blog entry. Just feelings..

By fate, I've found a song that
describes my feelings perfectly
Every word in the lyrics has
favored me to talk to you ;)
These are my true feelings
that words can't describe :')
I love the rhythm too. Nice!

I feel the same way
That you did about me yesterday
Promised you'd never leave me alone
The castles that we made
Were swept by the tide and washed away
And now the sunsets have all gone

Now time is moving, faster than before
And now we cant even seem to find the shore

Cause baby I know that you still love me
And baby know that I love you too
So tell me why cant we make it better
Cause all that I know is found in you
I'm missing your love, your face,
All of our past, don't let it erase
I know that you still feel the way I do
Because I'm still in love with you

I wanted to move on
But unlike you, I'm not that strong
And now our day in the sun has set
We walked side by side
Leaving footprints in the sand
now only my footsteps remain
When the tide rolls in

If I had just one more life
If I had just one more day
You would be my whole world
Be the only one I adore and
The next time, I hold you close
I won't hesitate no more
Cause baby this time
We're gonna fly high
And I will never let you go


Now enjoy the tune :')

P.S. I know this song is not your music genre :\
Hey.. It's been awhile.. I miss you 

Four Hundred and Twenty Five

Recently, I've been so occupied with event over event.
Even my 21st birthday is clashed with other events! :'(

The final examination is way over now.
The most terrifying result are published.
I thank God that I proudly passed all
the subjects with flying colors Hehee!

My 21st birthday is just simple
celebration with my love ones.
& a lovely gift from my dearly
course mates. I'd surprised :D
& infinity amount of ka-ching
ang pows from both grandma,
my inspirational person (Chloe),
my ei ei, & necklace from Uncle.

Followed by a grand prayers event,
it was unexpectedly successful :'D
I was really glad that all my efforts
and sacrifices paid off to charity :)

Currently, waiting for my semester..
I must proof to the whole world that
I am a qualified actuary Yeah! :P

P.S. Often, I go back to the days
when we were at the prom night.
I really wish to be in your arms..
Again.. I wish we can go hours
on the phone.. Good old times :')

Four Hundred and Twenty Four

Last weekend, I had a really great time with my bff :)
It was suppose to be a class outing but unfortunately,
only a few turn up and  it dissappoints the organizer.

Actually, I intend to attend early but up to certain,
circumstance, I  fail to reach there on time for it..

So I told Bee Chea that I won't attend and we'll
set another day (most probably after my finals)
Fortunately, I managed to finish up my day job
& rushed in time to meet that bunch of people.

At first, May Suet and Bee Chea were chattting
at Kepong Kopitiam of Brem Mall from 7pm -
9pm until Alvin turn up. Right, only 3 of them.

After my dinner at a nearby Chinese Restaurant,
I told my daddy to drop me at Brem Mall to meet
my ex-classmates. That time was about 10 at night.

The mall is closing. So we plan to go to Chatime.
Chatime Tmn Rimbunan closes at 1.00am perfect

The main point, I reached home by 2AM.
It was really an amazing experience Heh!

Obviously, I got lectured once I reached home.
No! By right, I got scolded even on the phone.
Hahaaa.. My mummy rushed me to go home.
So yeah, that's a great night with great friends~!

P.S. Currently blogging from Computer Lab B..
intruded my friend's Java Programming class :D

Four Hundred and Twenty Three

Yay! My birthday is just around
the corner. Less than a month :D

My parents just asked me what
I want for my 21st birthday :P
They gave me a few choices
as I have no idea what should
I wish for *laugh out loud* :D
1. Laptop
2. Phone
3. Charm bracelet
4. The list goes on & on ;)
Aahhh.. so many nice stuffs!

--
Current mood: So frustrated!
because I failed to download
SPSS. An actuarial software.

P.S. Finals is on 1st August :(

Four Hundred and Twenty Two

My wonderful life before finals.

I'm going out with my girls
tomorrow for a movie :D
I bet you guessed it right..
I'll be watching *drum rolls*
Despicable Me 2 Yay! Heh.

I'll do blood donation in the
morning then back home &
off to the mall for the movie.
Night. Dinner with grandma.
What a day righttt.. Hehee

Simple say, I'm so excited :)

P.S. I'm not a minion addict
but it's just too cute. I must
love it all, especially Dave ;)

P.P.S. I'd notice that I blog
so much recently. Really :O

Four Hundred and Twenty One

I am so in the Friday mood :D

Everything around me is just so 

lovely & colorful.. I love it all :)

After M2 replacement class,

I went to DETSAR to visit

my course mates progress

on their University Life 

final project showcase :)

Yes! That's a cupcake with

Jack-o'-lantern frosting :O

from University Life final

project showcase thingie

& notice my cross ring :P

& my pretty manicure too.

Hah. This show-off freak!

I feel so lucky to be able to

om nom nom these goodies.

I'm just the lucky few that

stop by the USA booth &

the promoter offer these..

I think it's not cheap at all.

Plus, the texture of the cake

is unbelievable soft & tasty!

Besides the real life experiences,

Look at what I just found hehh!

Are you a nice guy? Hehee :D

This is Wong Fu Production's

online store that sells these oh

so cute merchandise. Aahhh..

I want tee, I want that plushie

I want everything that is there!

I need a kind soul to get me 

these gifts for my birthday :P

Honestly, I really like his songs.

I don't have favourite song but

I wish to play some of it during

my wedding night in the future.

Lol. Ikr. I think too far ahead..

P.S. I don't even care that my finals is 

just around the corner. Hehee. phailll

Four Hundred and Twenty

Yayyy! Sandra is in the house
for another sleep over partyy!
Ikr. Out of sudden & boom :P

It all goes like this.. As usual
we attend our AP tutorial at
2pm after our lunch at KFC.

When we entered the class,
Kah Heng asked me what
time I'm heading home today.
Then he added that he will be
going to my area today for
some football training.. Idc.

Kah Heng offered me for
a ride home. I'm up for it.
I dragged Sandra along as
she gave me the idea to
spend the night with those
new pretty nail polish that
she just bought from the
yday's Taman Connaught
pasar malam. So yeah..
That's the reason behind
all fancy stuffs Hehee :D

She's up all night 'til the sun

I'm up all night to get some

She's up all night for good fun

I'm up all night to get lucky

We're up all night 'til the sun

We're up all night to get some

We're up all night for good fun

We're up all night to get lucky

Four Hundred and Nineteen

Good morning peep Heh..
I woke up to the fact that
I failed to organize another
grand 21st birthday party!

I actually planned to held it
on the 17th of August 2013
but my last paper for finals
falls on the 19th which is
Managerial Accounting D':

How depressing you know;
because it is not my major,
yet I have to study and it
rudely interrupted one of
my many plans in life *sigh

P.S. Currently waiting for the
f***king university system to
work efficiently so that I can
proceed with course selection.
P.P.S. Sorry for cursing, bloggie :P
P.P.P.S My birthday is on the 23rd
August tau, jangan lupa k. Kidding

Four Hundred and Eighteen

That's all, folks :)

Four Hundred and Seventeen

Hii loves, I'm back from my Penang trip.
Overall, I really enjoyed every second
of it with my course mates.. I wish to
go back to the Pearl of the Orient again
& buy all the dragon ball biscuits :P Heh!

I took too much care over Sandra and
now I am infected with her symptoms :(
I know my guy friends call me motherly,
but I call it Fulfilling the promises made
as Sandra and I already promised each
other to stick closely with one another
during the trip and will not let anything
get between us. She really play it well.

I think it is partly his fault as he left me
with too much time with my sick friends.
As the Cantonese saying goes, 我不是
姓怪, meaning not simply blaming but
I think it's partly true, it is his fault too :/

Besides that, from this Pg trip, I finally
understand why my daddy often have
to stress that we must know the maps
and route whenever we go anywhere.

 E.g. We came to a junction. My driver
didn't know where to turn. We actually
are suppose to head to Balik Pulau. I
quickly read the sign board, immediately
directed him to turn left as the sign board
showed that Ayer Itam is on the right. I'm
able to straight away use the map at the
back of my head! *That's 1 proud me :)

 P.S. Facebook photo album link is here.

P.P.S.It is indeed creepy that he knows
I wanted to give him a little gift. I didn't
tell anyone at all nor even blog or tweet
about it.. God knows how he knows. He
just told me to keep that gift.. Weird you
know seriously *shiver down my spine.
It's as if he hired a tiny ghostly spirit to
follow me around.. His stalking skill is
really superb.. It kept me speechless :/